The time has come when I have to begin the purge of all of my teaching supplies. Because I was a teacher for 17 years, I have accumulated A LOT of stuff. You always hear that teachers have to spend their own money to decorate and supply their classrooms, and I am here to tell you that it is true. Any decoration or poster or anything else found in my classroom over the years was either purchased by me or made by me. As a special education teacher, many of the materials and books I used for teaching were also either purchased or created by me. I have probably spent several thousands of dollars and a countless number of hours on my class over the years. It is really sad that teachers are forced to do that, but I can tell you that I would do it all over again because I wanted the best for my students. I wanted anything that I could get my hands on that would help them. I wouldn’t change that for the world. Now, because I was a special education teacher and taught multiple grade levels at once, my collection of teaching tools grew exponentially each year. Every kid was different in what they needed and every year/group of kids was different. I would need different things to reach them. I never wanted to get rid of things because I never knew when, or if, I would get another student that would have similar needs and be able to benefit from it. Needless to say, I now have at least 50 boxes of school stuff that I have been carrying around since I quit teaching full-time almost 4 years ago.
Since I know that I will not be returning to teaching, at least for now, I really do need to thoroughly go through every single item in every single box and get rid of things. There are so many things that I can likely take to local schools that other teachers could use. It certainly isn’t doing me or anyone else any good for it to sit in my attic or basement taking up unnecessary space. I have to really reduce the amount that I have. It is time. It is going to be really hard for me to let it go, but I know that it is something that I have to do. We just don’t have the space for it. How do I even start? The task is so overwhelming to me that I have put it off for almost 4 years. The pictures don’t even fully show the scope of how much stuff I have and need to go through. I don’t even know how to determine what to keep and what to give away. It is going to take me days to get through it all. I have to do it. That’s what I keep telling myself. I honestly think that this purge is going to be the hardest one that I have done yet. I thought that purging my clothes would be the hardest, but now that I have done that, I think this one will be the hardest. It will definitely take the longest amount of time to complete, that’s for sure.
Is there another profession out there that requires you to have your own supplies and stuff? I don’t think I know of one that requires this extent of stuff. Do other professionals hang on to things for years? Probably not! Why do teachers do it? I don’t know a single teacher that doesn’t. If you aren’t a teacher, you may not have professional things that need to be purged, but there is something that you are hanging on to that you need to let go. Maybe it is memorabilia. Maybe it is items from you college or high school years. Maybe it is a crazy collection. There is something. I encourage you to go thorough it and let stuff go. If I can do it, so can you. As I have said before, I am learning not to be controlled by my possessions. I am learning to let things go, and it is so freeing. It is time. Just make yourself do it because I know you can.
Anchored and Organized,